22 Apr 14 at 5 pm

Henry Rollins  (via exoticwild)

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"I don’t want people to matter to me too much. Sometimes it hurts too much to think about them. Ones you love who don’t love you, ones who are dead or hate you, ones who you think about but never get to be with. I like people but when I get too close, it fucks me up and I can’t get things done."

21 Apr 14 at 7 pm

@chrisevans is it normal for a 30 32 year old man to be as excited about going to disney world with his family as he was when he was 8?

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Lately I’ve been thinking about life. You know. Like everyone else does. Just about how my life is going. And it’s going very well. I’m working again. School is almost over. And summer is almost upon us! Which is always my favorite time of the year.

So back to life, it’s been great! And even though I’m single, I’m really enjoying it. Cause relationships are tricky. They’re tricky when you’re in one and when you’re not! Seriously! Feelings get in the way of everything! Cause you’re either with that person for the rest of your life or it’ll end. And when it ends, someone is always bitter about it, not wanting the relationship to end or the other is just so over it.

For example, when you are the person that ended the relationship, you’re the one that’s so over it. And the other person can’t seem to quit pinning over you or trying to reconnect. And you’re just trying to let it all go. 

On the other hand, when it’s you that’s been dumped. You’re that exact person still wanting what you can’t have.

Like I still love my ex who broke up with me like two years ago. Like, what the fuck? He meant a great deal to me, but sometimes he’ll pop in my mind and it makes me so pissed. I’m getting over it now. No. Really. He has a kid and a fiance! I’m happy for him!

I don’t think I want to be in a relationship for a while now.

I want to date.

I want to have fun. Get silly with someone. Make some mistakes. Flirt. Get coffee with someone. Go out eating.

Nothing life changing though. I don’t know. 

It sucks being single sometimes, but lately I haven’t been noticing. I’m not the greatest girlfriend anyway. I’m bitter. And very independent. 

Especially since a couple of my exes keep bugging me. About talking and maybe catching up when I don’t really want to. I mean, I know they want to try and reconnect but it just feels so weird. Please stop. We can be friends, but don’t expect anything. Seriously. 

I don’t know what the point was for all this. 

Sorry. I was just thinking. 

Relationships are weird. Even when you’re not in one. 

I guess that was the point.