So.. I should be asleep. I was falling asleep.. but then I started reading something online and then I started thinking about life. And honestly, I’ve probably been the most happy now than before. Things have been just wonderful in life. School can sometimes be a drag, hanging out with friends is a challenge and being single can suck sometimes.
But school has been better for me now. I feel like I’ve finally chosen the right career path.
And whenever I do get to hang out with my friends, I have the greatest time and make the best memories.
And being single isn’t so bad anymore. I’ve really learned to love myself and be content with myself. I’m not as lonely anymore.
And it’s not like I don’t have a choice to be a relationship or not. I do. But I’ve been wanting to take the time to be happy with me. And I am now. Possibly soon I will be in a relationship. Maybe not as soon as tomorrow but someday.
I like how things are going now. It’s going slow but I’m sure it’ll be worth it. I like getting to know you, hanging out and just talking without jumping into things too quickly. You make me feel so comfortable. And I thank you for understanding.
I guess this post is just me counting my blessings and being thankful for how my life is going and for the people in my life now.
Thank you and Goodnight! :)
“I said never apologize for how you feel. No one can control how they feel. The sun doesn’t apologize for being the sun. The rain doesn’t say sorry for falling. Feelings just are.”—Iain S. Thomas, Intentional Dissonance (via pale-afternoon)