“The funny thing about introverts is once they feel comfortable with you, they can be the funniest, most enjoyable people to be around. It’s like a secret they feel comfortable sharing with you. Except the secret is their personality”—(via c0gnaclilac)
Today was such a.. not great day but it didn’t end so bad. Got to see my friends from high school and our anime club teacher! She is just as sweet as always. The food was alright, I like cooking the food. The soup was spicy, sort of. I just couldn’t handle it. And my best friend Bryan came! I haven’t seen him in a long time and I feel like such a horrible friend.
God, I missed him.
I forgot how affectionate he was with me. I missed that. I missed his kisses on my head. And him laying his head on my shoulder. And our kind of, sort of hand holding. lol
It was so nice to just be me there without my siblings.
I hope we do something together again soon.
“The years between eighteen and twenty-eight are the hardest, psychologically. It’s then you realize this is make or break, you no longer have the excuse of youth, and it is time to become an adult – but you are not ready.”—Helen Mirren (via secretcoffee)
if you came out of this semester alive & in one piece, celebrate that shit. don’t worry about grades right now. sleep. eat something delicious. buy yourself a present. watch a whole season of your favorite show in one sitting. take a bubble bath. treat yo self. you deserve it.
“I don’t want people to matter to me too much. Sometimes it hurts too much to think about them. Ones you love who don’t love you, ones who are dead or hate you, ones who you think about but never get to be with. I like people but when I get too close, it fucks me up and I can’t get things done.”—Henry Rollins (via exoticwild)
“I’d like to think that I would smile. I’d want to tell you that I miss you so much even if I don’t want you that way anymore. I’d say that I still love you in the kind of way I won’t ever love anyone else. That I would’ve given up everything I was to become who you needed. That I checked my voicemails twice a month for a whole year to resave the recording of you singing. That I’ve still got a bottle of your favorite body spray hidden in my room. That I still dream of you. That I still think about you when I hear certain songs (none of them come on the radio, I just want to torture myself sometimes). That I remember the kiss I didn’t tell anyone about because you were dating my friend. That I regret that we didn’t kiss when we finally got together. That I’ve picked up your clothes from my bedroom floor only to hide them under my bed. That I can’t hear someone say “fuck it” without thinking about you. That I was the only person that finished middle school and high school still loving you. That I’ll probably finish college the same way. But mostly, I hope that I’ll be able to say “I wish you happiness.” And mean it.”—"What If the One that Got Away Came Back?" (#483: May 3, 2014)
“Your 20’s are your ‘selfish’ years. It’s a decade to immerse yourself in every single thing possible. Be selfish with your time, and all the aspects of you. Tinker with shit, travel, explore, love a lot, love a little, and never touch the ground.”—Kyoko Escamilla (via excelsiorsilverlinings)